“It is so strange how we
started this beautiful thing together, and now I am doing it solo flight–left
all alone. I feel so empty.” I expressed my feelings of isolation
to my friends through Facebook. But I have to keep moving and continue doing
what we have started. Of course, their kind comments made my day. It is just so
bizarre feeling so lame these past days since they left. The truth is, I have
been doing this stuff like forever. This only proves that I’m human after all (just
kidding) having been overcome with emotion–for now.
I could have been used to this
scenario by now though about people coming in and out of my life. This is not
the first time to live with volunteers from all over the world as a matter of
fact, I had this experience for countless years, it was just that the attachment
this time was somewhat different–it was beautiful I mean. I conceived the
project and these young volunteers helped me realize it. For three weeks, I had
awesome moments teaching the monks with these young educators. I’ll be fine, I
know, but I just can’t deny this emotional combat of feeling strangely alone at
the moment.
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