I am back home–for good. Funny it may seem, but from
the past four days until this hour, there has been a strange feeling coming
over me–that reality called isolation. Don’t judge me, but I can’t help to feel
like an alien in my own homeland. One, I have been away for a very long period
of time. This isn’t the first, but I always had this feeling whenever I was
here–this time is no difference. I know the exact reason for this and have prepared
myself even to the worst scenario, and yet this eerie feeling keeps coming back
so often, disturbing. When this truth gets to me, I just have to remind myself,
I think, that I still belong here and this is where I should be. I pray for God’s
grace.
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