The wait is over today
and I’m feeling bitter. After one long month of excitement and wondering, here
came another unsuccessful attempt–as many would say: “Chalk something up to experience.”–hopefully this accepted wisdom
would help while I’m still pampering my sourness at the moment.
I hate this kind of
sensation–the agony of admitting defeat–it’s one of the indescribable stages I
have to get through–when endless sentiment and inquisition get in the way
before I’d finally let go. I know this is what exactly journey all about, but don’t
want to deny that I’m bitter again.
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